摇滚英雄-乐队Nirvana（介绍）主唱Kurt Cobain（遗书）（图）
<P> </P><P></P><P></P><P> </P><P><IMG src="http://bbs.atshanghai.com/images/upfile/2005-12/2005125235436.jpg"></P><P><FONT face=幼圆 color=#3809f7 size=5> 90年代，美国的失业危机重新抬头,朋克乐在音乐界再度爆炸，西雅图的Grunge音乐风暴引起了强烈的反响 与轰动,Nirvana就是在这样的背景下诞生的，乐队由 Kurt Cobain和前The Melvins的成员 Krist Novoselic 组建，Dave Grohl在录制第二张唱片(Nevermind)固定 了的鼓手位置，Kurt Cobain负责主音和吉它， Chris 负责低音吉它。<BR><BR> 1988年11月Nirvana推出了第一张Single：Love Buzz/Big Cheese,1989年6月发行第一张专集(Bleach)。Nirvana的 第一张专辑，Dale crover负责Floyd the Barder, Paper Cuts Downer的鼓，其余由Chad Channing负责。唱片的录制费用 是$606.17，付钱的是Jason Everman，他在唱片里面连名字都未给提起。唱片的录制时间是30小时。 Downer只收录在 CD版本里面。唱片由Sup Pop Records发行，92年4月Geffen 公司Remaster发行。<BR><BR> 1991年四月，Nirvana正式和Geffen Records 唱片公司签约。 同年九月，专集(Nevermind)发行，刚推出5周销量就已达到50 万张，并且在排行榜上势如破竹，节节上升， 92年1月11日成 为美国销量第一的唱片，全球的销量超过一千万大关。 在商业 上取得了巨大的成功。单曲“Smells Like Teen Spirit”在美 国BILLBROAD公告排行榜上迅速攀升。(Nevermind)使Nirvana步 向成功，同时也开始了一个神话和一场心灵的悲剧。<BR><BR> 在(Nevermind)取得了巨大的成功之后，Nirvana把以前Singles 的Side-B的和一些还没发行过的歌收集在一起，于1992年12月15 日，推出专集(Incesticide)。这是一张典型的地下音乐专辑， 他们表示推出这张唱片的目的是为了试试听众和电台DJ接受地 下摇滚的积限。<BR><BR> 1993年九月，请来了著名的反商业的制作人Steve Albini为他们 作监制，发行了(In Utero)，这是摇滚史上最佳朋克专集之一， 乐队配合的天衣无缝，把Kurt Cobain 内心的狂燥、愤怒、压抑 、扭曲、病态、激烈的矛盾冲突完全显示了出来，同时也也反映 了KURT温柔、感性的一面。使Grunge风暴达到了极点，接近燃烧。 Steve Albini试图录制一张原汁原味的朋克专辑。他运用了比以 前更为丰富的音乐素材，并且在其核心蕴涵着袒露Cobain最深层 的恐惧和脆弱的心，象“RAPE ME”这样个人化的歌曲的直面痛苦 的展现，在现在作一回顾，也许可以看作是一种警告，它在当初 被与这个烦恼的歌手最亲密的人们所忽视。但是作为艺术，这正 是它的朋克所在。 <BR><BR> 1993年11月18日，Nirvana应邀为MTV 制作Unplugged演唱会，演出 了一场经典的演唱会。<BR><BR> 1994年3月1日，Nirvana在德国慕尼黑的演出成为乐队最后的一次公 开表演。1994年4月8日，一个电工在 Kurt的住所发现了 他的尸体， 尸体身边带有一封遗书。西雅图警方证明Kurt Cobain于三天前自杀 身亡。<BR><BR> Nirvana留下的只是他们音乐里有的那种躁动不安和最深的孤寂。 <BR><BR></FONT></P><P><IMG src="http://bbs.atshanghai.com/images/upfile/2005-12/20051260646.jpg"> <IMG src="http://bbs.atshanghai.com/images/upfile/2005-12/20051260652.jpg"> <IMG src="http://bbs.atshanghai.com/images/upfile/2005-12/2005126070.jpg"> <IMG src="http://bbs.atshanghai.com/images/upfile/2005-12/2005126077.jpg"> <IMG src="http://bbs.atshanghai.com/images/upfile/2005-12/20051260714.jpg"> <IMG src="http://bbs.atshanghai.com/images/upfile/2005-12/20051260731.jpg"> <IMG src="http://bbs.atshanghai.com/images/upfile/2005-12/20051260742.jpg"> <IMG src="http://bbs.atshanghai.com/images/upfile/2005-12/20051260756.jpg"> <IMG src="http://bbs.atshanghai.com/images/upfile/2005-12/2005126085.jpg"> <IMG src="http://bbs.atshanghai.com/images/upfile/2005-12/20051260814.jpg"> <IMG src="http://bbs.atshanghai.com/images/upfile/2005-12/20051260824.jpg"> <IMG src="http://bbs.atshanghai.com/images/upfile/2005-12/20051260836.jpg"> <IMG src="http://bbs.atshanghai.com/images/upfile/2005-12/20051260850.jpg"></P><P><FONT size=6>Kurt Cobain的遗书</FONT></P><P><TABLE><TBODY><TR><TD><FONT size=5><STRONG>Tags</STRONG>: -</FONT></TD></TR></TBODY></TABLE><BR></P><P><FONT size=5>To Boddah pronounced <BR>Speaking from the tongue of an experienced simpleton who obviously would rather be an emasculated, infantile camplainee. <BR>This note should be pretty easy to understand. All the warnings from the punk rock 101 courses over the years. Since my first introduction to the, shall we say, ethics involved with independence and the embracement of your community has proven to be very true. I haven't felt the exitement of listening to as well as creating music along with reading and writing for too many years now. I feel guilty beyond words about these things. For example when we're backstage and the lights go out and the manic roar of the crowd begins it doesn't affect the way in which it did for Freddy Mercury who seemed to love and relish in the love and adoration from the crowd. Which is something I totally admire and envy. The fact is I can't fool you. Any one of you. It simply isn't fair to you or me. The worst crime I can think of would be to rip people off by faking it and pretending as if I'm having 100 % fun. Sometimes I feel as if I should have a punch in time clock before I walk out on stage. I've tried everything within my power to appreciate it, and I do. God, believe me I do but it's not enough. <BR>I appreciate the fact that I and we have affected and entertained a lot of people. I must be one of one of those narcissists who only appreciate things when they're gone. I'm too sensitive. I need to be slightly numb in order to regain the enthusiasm I once had as a child. On our last three tours I've had a much better appreciation for all the people I've known personally and as fans of our music, but I still can't get over the frustration, the guilt and empathy I have for everyone. There's good in all of us and I think I simply love people too much. So much that it makes me <BR>feel too ****ing sad. The sad little, sensitive, unappreciative, pisces Jesus man! Why don't you just enjoy it? I don't know. I have a goddess of a wife who sweats ambition and empathy and a daughter who reminds me too much of what I used to be. <BR>Full of love and joy kissing every person she meets because everyone is good and will do her no harm. And that terrifies me to the point to where I can barely function. I can't stand the thought of Frances becoming the miserable self-destructive, death rocker that I've become. I have it good, very good, and I'm grateful, but since the age of seven I've become hateful towards all humans in general. Only because it seems so easy for people to get along, and have empathy. Empathy! Only because I love and feel for people too much I guess. Thank you all from the pit of my burning nauseous stomach for your letters and concern during the past years. I'm too much of an erratic, moody baby! I don't have the passion anymore and so remember, its better to burn out than to fade away. peace, love, empathy. <BR>Kurt Cobain <BR>Frances and Courtney, I'll be at your alter. <BR>Please keep going Courtney <BR>For Frances <BR>For her life which will be so much happier without me. I Love you. I love you! </FONT></P><P><BR><FONT size=5>致巴达： <BR> 这是一个饱经沧桑的傻子发出的声音，他其实更愿做个柔弱而孩子气的诉苦人。这张条子应该很容易理解。所有的警告都来自于这些年来的‘朋克摇滚101’，自从我第一次介入那包含着独立性、应当称为道德原则的东西之后，你们团结一致的拥戴已证明是非常真实的。我已经好多年都不能从听音乐，写音乐以及读和写东西中感到激奋了。对于这些事我感到了一种难以形诸文字的负罪感。比如说，当我们来到后台，灯火熄灭，人们狂躁的咆哮响起，这一切对我的影响就远不如对Freddy Mercury（“QUEEN”乐队主唱，1991年因艾滋病辞世。）影响那么大，他似乎喜欢而且把玩那些从人群中而来的爱与赞美?D?D那正是我赞赏与嫉妒的一切。 <BR> 事实上我无法欺骗你们，无法欺骗你们中的任何一人。那对你对我都不公平。我能想起的最大罪恶便是欺骗人们，装模作样，做出一副我100%地快乐的样子。 <BR> 有时候我似乎应当在出场之前有台打卡机。我尽了我全部的力量去喜欢这一切，我的确也喜欢。但这还不够。我喜欢这一事实，即我和我们乐队感染和款待了不少人。我太敏感了。我必须轻度麻醉才能重获我在孩提时代曾有过的热情。在我们最后的三次巡演中，我对所结识的所有的人和我们音乐的歌迷都有了更多的欣赏，但我还是无法克服我对每个人都抱有挫折感、负罪感和同情。在我们所有人中都有善意，我就是太爱人们了！爱的太多以至于让我感到真的太他妈忧郁，一个略为忧郁的、敏感的、不领情的、双鱼座的耶稣式的人物！ <BR> 我有一个女神般的妻子，她为理想和打动人而拼命努力，我还有个女儿，她让我回忆起我的很多过去，她对那些她遇到的人致以全部的爱和快乐的吻，因为每个人都那么好，而且不会对她有任何伤害。这也让我惊恐万分，以至于我只会瞠目结舌。我没法容忍那种想法，就是弗兰西丝将变成象我这样自我毁灭、走向绝路的摇滚歌手。 <BR> <BR> 我快乐的拥有一切，非常快乐。我充满感激。可自打我7岁以来，我总的来说就对人类充满了仇视，仅仅因为人们似乎太过容易地友好相处，而且还会同情，同情！仅仅因为我觉得自己对人们有太多的爱与同情。从我那燃烧而令人欲呕的胃之深处感激你们所有的人，感激你们在过去岁月里所有的来信和关心。我是个太过反常和抑郁的小子！我已经没有任何激情了，所以要记住“与其苟延残喘，不如从容燃烧！” <BR> <BR> 和平，爱，同情。 <BR> <BR> Frances 和 Courtney, <BR>我会伴你们到老 <BR> Courtney 请继续前行， <BR> 为了 Frances ，为了她的生活 <BR> 没有我她的生活会快乐许多。 <BR> 我爱你们！爱你们！！ <BR> <BR> Kurt Cobain<BR></FONT></P><P><BR> </P>页:
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